It is very late, so this will be a very short post, but I just had this realization/thought that I wanted to put somewhere. And yes, its another of my lovely upbeat thoughts (sarcasm)
I hear people talking about their hopes for the new year saying how this year is going to be so much better than last year and I find myself thinking "Didn't we all say that last year?" Please don't think that I am taking things or people for granted. I do have some amazing people in my life who have been so very supportive and I don't know what I would do without them. Some of them I only met this year. However, this has been a very tough year for me.
I have lost that hope and optimism looking into the new year. Will this year be so much better? I have some pretty exciting plans and goals for this new year, but I find myself terrified to be excited about them. What if those things don't happen?
I guess I will just have to continue taking things one step at a time watching each step carefully until I can look up again and picture the things I hope for in the future.
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