Sunday, May 22, 2011

Dark days


My favorite TV show is Gilmore Girls. In one episode, Luke, has his "dark day." No one knows why he has this dark day, or where he goes, or what he does, but he just disappears and gets grouchy....although the grouchy is not so uncommon for him... His girlfriend hears about this dark day from a neighbor and is left wondering what is going on.

I am feeling like I am building a list of dark days. April 1st, the bomb dropped. May 19, we filed for divorce. June 8th, the divorce will be final. Not to mention the previously happy days that will become dark days in light of the current situation. June 17th, our first date. June 23rd, our anniversary. October 17, the day he proposed. I feel like I have created a landmine for future significant others.

Right now though, June 8th is the date looming in my head. It seems to be quickly approaching. How have three of my 20 days already passed so quickly? Is this what I really want to do? I know it is on some days, but others, it just feels like that day will be a dark day.

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