So, my whole life I have been this quiet, reserved person. I have always hated that about myself, I am not that way on the inside, but I have never had the guts to fight that and really be me. Now that I am starting over again, I have this need to redesign myself. I don't want to be shy anymore. I don't want to hold myself back. I used to let myself use him as the excuse that held me back, but not anymore.
Part of my new redesign is the need to feel sexy. I have this friend who is a photographer and he has asked me several times to take pictures of me. So I am finally going to let him do it. This Friday we are going out to do a photo shoot. We have been discussing the types of photos and what I should wear and it is waaay out there for me. I am so excited about it. I'm not sure who I will share the pictures with, but they are more for me than for anyone to see.
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